I have five kids.
I don’t have any kids.
This subject is about what I believe this whole incarnation has been. Whatever I have done in past lives, it must be related to something with me having to do with clinging either too tightly to people or not at all…I am not sure.
One thing I am sure about is that I gave birth to five children and I don’t talk at all to three of them and I’m losing touch with the last two.
The mental grief this has caused me for the last 26 years would have put many others into the ground, so I know I AM a strong motherfucker.