I realized just recently when I should have guessed before
that my gps has no signal when it comes to dating
relationships inevitably become a monster I abhor
and that is super- logical since I’m the one creating
TodayI learned something new called a belief ceiling
Apparently I have many I created with my feeling
The suck part is is that’s hard figuring out where they are
It’s like I’m in a mechanics shop looking at the motor of a car
I know the oil goes here and I now some water goes there
but if I get those two mixed up at all the car will go no where
And just like my subconscious mind I can’t talk to a car
I can’t talk the engine into turning over; it’s never worked thus far
Now let’s change the analogy here for a bit
because cars are one thing about which I don’t know shit
In fact, let’s just call it was it is, this our human brain
a super fast computer with a subconscious main frame
The mainframe is password locked and god is so ironic
that the code is probably just a word, probably the word platonic